Wednesday, March 10, 2004

Ok, I've sort of gotten over that LOVE thing. Mine's different... Kor ur right, I'm not going to label mine as a LDR... no point also. The name just brings ugly connotations to such a wonderful thing :) And yah... so many girls are ------ therefore I shall try to be different. I think girls are often too self-centered, its always about how they feel and how hurt they are and how sad they are...but in reality, the guys just don't show it. I will look forward to May... we're both trying so hard, there's no point complaining about loneliness and sadness etc etc. Its part of the deal so no point in harping over it either.

Tuesday!! I have an urge to go shopping... saw so many nice things I want to buy for YangYang!!! Want to make this b-day present really nice... so must put a bit more thought into it. Maybe I'll get off work at about 5 today, then go downtown for a short while to see if i can get parts of the present. I think I shall get some clothes for myself too... like a SKIRT? Hahahahaha... yes buddee... promise promise... :)

Suddenly there seems to be so many things to do again!! And not the boring notes to read hmwork to do exams to study for kind of things... I want to get that b-day present, confirm my air ticket, research on my econ paper (yes I think its fun!) buy myself clothes, send e-cards, find out about hongkong hotels (yes I'm going to HK!!), go swimming, run run run... yay! Haha... I actually feel excited. AND OF COURSE.... TV to watch! Quite shiok also lah, though I didn't go anywhere for spring break, it feels sooooo good to be able to just kick back and relax at night. Most of the day is still pretty tiring for me, whole day of work and hitting the gym after that... but nights are usually pretty relaxing. But I must make sure I don't watch horror shows man... always end up super scared at night!

I've been dreaming so much lately...most of the dreams being scary or sad or weird. Its like everytime I close my eyes I enter another world... and that world changes every night. But the dreams always have something to do with my life... GRRRR... funny thing is, I actually enjoy dreaming sometimes, makes me feel as though i'm not wasting time sleeping?

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