You know, if you really want to know how i am, what i'm thinking or how i'm feeling, you can just ask. What's the point of scrolling through a blog that may or may not be truthful, may or may not say what's really on my mind. And after reading it you start to wonder and think more... why not just ask?

Have it occurred to you that what you may think i'm thinking may not really be what i'm thinking?

People like you sometimes tell other ppl, "You know i'm a really frank person, I don't beat around the bush. " What's stopping you now then?

Yes we all have our moments of weakness. We all have our troubles. Some of us just refuse to deal with it and try and find excuses to brush our problems aside. Then there are those of us who try and justify our own actions and talk to ourselves enough until we believe that what we are doing is right.