I think I wuoldn't have done anything differently, and wouldn't do anything differently from here. As much as I sometimes moan and groan about why why why i do certain things certain ways.... I always feel that at the end of the day, everything's worth it.

I'm glad I can still play netball. When I first started my studies at Penn, it was so miserable not being able to play the game I love, and there were so many times I was so sure I'll never play again. Of course there were times when out of anger I said, I'll never go back to that game again.... but look at me now :) Even in 2003 when I made that attempt to try for 21s... i wouldn't think that the running and the weights that i had to do on my own wasn't worth it. Though in the end there was SARS and all my plans were thwarted, I think it was worth it.

Maybe i'm still too naive? I still like to think there's hope in everything.

Lakers won. Sigh. Why why why why. I'd rather ask "why why why" for these kind of things... cos the answer really doesn't matter.

Singapore is much too small for comfort.