People are starting to update their blogs less and less frequently... so am I. For me, its a feeling of "Nothing much is going on in my life and therefore I don't feel like writing".... plus a mix of "I just want time to fly by in a blur". I know i'll be really sad when my college life is over... even though right now i'm thinking i'll actually look forward to work. But I really do enjoy the whole experience of learning. Like learning how to play 2 characters on PS2 at the same time so that I can use one powerful character to get the special weapon for the weaker character..... hahaha

Sometimes there are things I want to try or want to be a part of but I don't know if i'm good enough and so I decide not to try.... can't really say if its right or wrong... i guess if i dun want it enough to just "heck care and go for it", it might mean that i'm not that passionate about it. Or maybe this is just an excuse.... i dunno.

I hope I don't have to do my attachment at DSTA. Though I have a feeling PSC's gonna post me there. I have a feeling that my future isn't too bright with them... i dunno... just a hollow-pit-in-my-stomach kind of feeling. Whatever lah... what's done is done anyway. Maybe when I'm 40 I'll go do MBBS and be an old doctor.... heh.