So tiring to play badminton with guys! Half the time i'm stuck right and the back of the court trying my best to whack it back hard to them, and when i get them to the back of their court they whack it back so freaking hard. One hour and i feel so dead liao. Why why why do i always end up playing sports with boys... grrrrr...
Why am I studying?? Feel as though all the engineering stuff i'm learning now is gonna be of no use to me ever. Perhaps being in bioengineering just serves the purpose of keeping my brain in shape.... you know like being my brain to a gym and getting an intense workout. Today's BE class was so mind-bloggling i had trouble even copying the notes cos i didn't know what all the symbols meant. Its so stupid to be drawing stuff on paper without knowing what the hell you are drawing. And I always tell myself I'll go back home TODAY and read the textbook to try to figure things out. But usually either the textbook is of no help or I don't read the book at all.
Another midterm on Friday. For what you tell me.. for what??!! I pay attention all the time... do my homework conscientiously... they should have this rule that ppl who do work consistently and attend all lectures should be allowed to skip midterms. Hahahahahahaha... then i'll bring my pillow to class man :)
Why does everyone seem so sad in their blogs? LIGHTEN UP!!!! To be honest... there are times when I think... what in the world is there to be sad about? There are SO many things to do, to try... we're like 20, 21 years old and have SO many years ahead of us to do things that we haven't been able to do in the past. Yeah true our childhood is disappearing, but there's still so much to look forward to!
Ok, so truthfully i don't feel like most of the time... in fact i think i think too deeply into things and often fall into a rut and then refuse to climb back out. (note: its not "cannot" climb out, but don't want to climb out). But there's like this bit of me that tries very hard to convince the rest of me that life is good and happy.... and whether or not it succeeds depends alot of circumstances I'm in.
Oooookkkkk... so i'm not making sense. I'm going for class then going to work till evening...
I have the next 5 1/2 hours to decide whether I want to go for review session for the midterm.
Why am I studying?? Feel as though all the engineering stuff i'm learning now is gonna be of no use to me ever. Perhaps being in bioengineering just serves the purpose of keeping my brain in shape.... you know like being my brain to a gym and getting an intense workout. Today's BE class was so mind-bloggling i had trouble even copying the notes cos i didn't know what all the symbols meant. Its so stupid to be drawing stuff on paper without knowing what the hell you are drawing. And I always tell myself I'll go back home TODAY and read the textbook to try to figure things out. But usually either the textbook is of no help or I don't read the book at all.
Another midterm on Friday. For what you tell me.. for what??!! I pay attention all the time... do my homework conscientiously... they should have this rule that ppl who do work consistently and attend all lectures should be allowed to skip midterms. Hahahahahahaha... then i'll bring my pillow to class man :)
Why does everyone seem so sad in their blogs? LIGHTEN UP!!!! To be honest... there are times when I think... what in the world is there to be sad about? There are SO many things to do, to try... we're like 20, 21 years old and have SO many years ahead of us to do things that we haven't been able to do in the past. Yeah true our childhood is disappearing, but there's still so much to look forward to!
Ok, so truthfully i don't feel like most of the time... in fact i think i think too deeply into things and often fall into a rut and then refuse to climb back out. (note: its not "cannot" climb out, but don't want to climb out). But there's like this bit of me that tries very hard to convince the rest of me that life is good and happy.... and whether or not it succeeds depends alot of circumstances I'm in.
Oooookkkkk... so i'm not making sense. I'm going for class then going to work till evening...
I have the next 5 1/2 hours to decide whether I want to go for review session for the midterm.
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