2 am... tried to helped ShanLong do econ 3 hmwork and found myself wondering why the stuff I learn seem to diffuse from my brain so fast. I wish I could retain more of what I learn in school and in life. I realize I actually love to learn... learn new skills, new ideas, tools, whatever... I just like to learn, the more the better. But I think when I'm "forced" to learn... like when I have to do hmwork or study for exams, it becomes more of a chore and I start to find it stale and boring. I like to just read or listen for knowledge, and I think sometimes I learn so much more by listening to people (icq), watching people in action (TV), or just by reading stuff on my own (storybook).
Haha... maybe i'm just trying to justify my lack of enthusiasm for doing homework tonight. I have so much to do but I feel like I'd rather talk to ppl online. HAHA BUT I STILL STAND BY WHAT I SAY UP THERE.
Resolution: I will be nicer to people. Although I feel people take me for granted sometimes and bully me into doing things or agreeing to things... I think there's absolutely no reason why I should bear grudges. If I really want to get anything out of it, I should just learn that I shall not do undo others what I don't want others to do unto me. Yes yes... I shall stop being mad at ppl.