I took some time today to rearrange my furniture. Once in a while I like to do this, when I get tired of how my room looks, I shift everything around. Something like how I used to eat mixed nuts. I'd pick out the nuts I like, then after a while it seems like the can only contains one type of nuts cos i'm so choosy. So I close it and shake it and then open it again. And tada! I've got mixed nuts again.

I feel like I have to do something. Like I know exactly what I need to do and why I need to do it, but I can't make myself do it. I have a problem and I know the cause and in a way I know of some solutions. But I can't bring myself to use those solutions. How?

I'm shaped by my past. As much as I say that "the past is behind me" and I'm a new person blah blah blah, I know that much of me today has been moulded by events of the past. Like *duh* right. But this kind of contributes to the problem in paragraph 2. I know that the root of the problem is "ze past". Then how? cannot erase. Oh by the way I think the liquid paper, the one that you use a paintbrushy thing to swipe your paper... that type very cute. But nowadays kids all use the tape tape one.

Ok I digress.

By the way Boston in summer is waaaaay fun. I just bought a bike. Which makes summer even MORE fun. hehehe... and MIT peeps are kinda cool.

I'm so random. But that's the theme for today. I feel very out of it. Lemme put a random pic. It will probably be more entertaining than the crap i'm sputtering.

Why would anyone be so cruel to put a kitten in a washing machine?








ok that was REALLY random