你怕黑吗？

我怕

1. When balloons are black.
2. When I bike home after midnight and it is quite black outside
3. When my toast become chao ta
4. When people I love have black face
5. When my brother came back from BMT the first time and he was very black and lean. Looked like he went through concentration camp.
6. When we play dark vs light and the dark side has hooligans.


我不怕
1. When the bbq chicken wing got some bits of black charcoal on it
2. When I am tired of white carrot cake
3. When shooting stars appear on a black night in the middle of winter
4. When I wake up thinking I am late but then the sky is still black
5. When I have no one to play basketball with and I have to play with the black boys
6. When you ask me to choose between Batman and Penguin


What a random blog.

My dad is posted to Copenhagen for half a year. My mum is not happy about it. I am trying hard to make things better for both of them. I try to be online all the time so that they have someone to talk to. But it is rather tiring, because I don't know how to make my mum feel better / less lonely / convince her to support my dad. I also don't know how to tell my dad that he needs to communicate better with my mum. My parents are really loving, sometimes I find it very heartwarming that they are so loving even after so many years of marraige. But they still have problems.

You see the world expanding when you’re younger
I don’t see that now
As you age you start to feel a hunger
It tries to bring you down
Love and greed the things you need or wanted
It’s hard to figure out
Until it’s clear your teased or haunted
Without a doubt

When it’s all right I don’t want to say
When it’s all night I just want to stay
When it’s all fun I just want to play
I just want to play the game

Sometimes the sun and moon just seem to anchor
The planets all align
You feel the sense of harmony you’re thankful
Everything is fine
Nothing ever stays the way you want it
Everybody knows
Death will come to even those who taunt it
Everybody goes

I know that time will pass me by
While sitting still I watch it fly
That’s why I always try and make
It worth each breath I take